Being Mute

So lately I've been pretty much in pain from my shoulder, up... And apparently what I thought was pain from my TMJ problem is actually a lymph node / gland swelling problem...

So I've decided to keep my mouth shut to reduce the pain. I also had to stop my extremely loud car jamming sessions :( loud noises hurt too unfortunately.

This has been the hardest days of my life, because if you get to know me for 5 minutes you'll figure out that I love to talk.

But I've found something peaceful about being mute.

Starting Fresh - 6 Week Challenge #2

I'm back!

For real this time. Seriously. I think I'm going to make a 6 Week Challenge to write every day on here.

So, to celebrate my long-term return, I'm going to make a few changes to my blog.

It's Been A While...

So I definitely have time to blog now with all the shit that's going on.

It's been forever since I last wrote a blog post and I'm hoping it doesn't stay that way, but life happens and only thing we can do is deal with it.

No big changes with me, but I do want to start a 6 week challenge just to get my blog going and refreshed a bit.

Therapists & Psychologists - HIT or MISS?

I've pretty much had very bad experiences with therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists, etc.

I don't need someone to "diagnose" me. Or better said, I don't need anyone labeling me. I am ME. That's all.

And I definitely don't need any pills to make me happy, or more focused.

What I need is someone that can talk and listen enough to help me in my rough patches. And I finally found that person.

Role Models & Baby Steps!

So I feel like I'm finally getting my life in order.

Not only that, but I'm finally meeting the right people to help me get in order.

I met Carmen Amara and I'm super happy I did. If you haven't seen her video, I'll post it at the end of the post :) She does gymnastics conditioning and yoga. I really can't wait to start training with her.

Aside from that, I've been working my butt off at work.

One Step At A Time

So today, I told my boyfriend, Alvaro, that I'm going to make my own MMORPG like World of Warcraft.

And he says, "Okay, I think you're stretching it..."

And I say, "No, I have big goals, and I have small goals to get there. And I'm going to do them all."

It got me thinking about my short-term and long-term goals, and how important it is to have them... For me at least.

Serenity Online

So I got a job to fund my game project, Serenity Online, and I've been extreeeemely busy.

It's good and bad, I guess. I'm not sure which one. I love my job, but I hate the fact that I don't have enough time to code my game more.

I've also been really behind on my blog and my research job and just generally everything.